Tuesday, July 28, 2009


Did you know that it's possible to feel lonely even when there are others around? I didn't. I feel like I don't have a place. I feel like no one gets me. Like I don't belong. And to add to that, Ryan and I had a big fight this morning, and I am again alone in the house with the little girl. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE the alone time with my little girl. It's rare to have time with just her, plus she's been very happy during our times alone, but I crave interaction.

The crazy lady inside of me burst loose this morning, and I couldn't control her and as a result I'm alone again.

I want my mom or Jaime...

Also, please pray for my dad. He sees the cardiologist today about his recent a-fibs and heart palpitations.


  1. Totally praying for you girl.

  2. I'm sorry you're having a bad time :( I know what it's like to be lonely in a room full of people--I am generally invisible around the in-laws...

  3. I think we all can relate to that feeling of loneliness, Jenna. It's a crazy nagging feeling sometimes. Hang in there. Thank God, He is with us always and we can be certain that we are NOT alone even when we feel at our loneliest!

  4. Been there and still get that feeling every so often --- not fun at all. I'm pretty sure that's how my Diet Coke addiction started.;) Does music help? My favorite songs, in the car (even with the three kids there) and a Diet Coke help......or a call to Jaime.:) Full nights of sleep help too....:)

  5. I wanted to be there with you too Jenna...I too know the feeling...it hurts to be invisible and misunderstood. I too have a crazy lady inside of me that escapes at times. I love you so much...Love MOM