Did you know that it's possible to feel lonely even when there are others around? I didn't. I feel like I don't have a place. I feel like no one gets me. Like I don't belong. And to add to that, Ryan and I had a big fight this morning, and I am again alone in the house with the little girl. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE the alone time with my little girl. It's rare to have time with just her, plus she's been very happy during our times alone, but I crave interaction.
The crazy lady inside of me burst loose this morning, and I couldn't control her and as a result I'm alone again.
I want my mom or Jaime...
Also, please pray for my dad. He sees the cardiologist today about his recent a-fibs and heart palpitations.